mothers day. writing this with no sleep, once again, and wondering about my future. i guess my biggest intention right now is to get on HRT. I wonder if lux would get hurt by me starting before him?
i didnt think today would even get so bad when i got up. my mom almost killed macey and the kids had absolutely zero empathy about the possiblity. i kept flashing back to petey's death.
today, i passed my final GED, the RLA. I got a great score, 182. I got college credit. I feel so proud, but i also feel, like,,, what now? what do i do now? all this work for a wal-mart resume?
Im lucky to have these opportunities, i hope i dont waste them.